This month would of had the baby I lost.Even though 12 weeks now its about the time the misscarriage happened last year.Anyways just feel wierd!Old boyfriend is visiting for few days.Was long distance thing but lasted over year.He came to be a friend and help out but has been crying and sad.I have been anything but understanding more like bitter until yesterday.Now can not stop feeling bad and crying.Feeling guilty because I moved on after waiting forever but he is devistated and now I'm a wreck!!!!!! Feel confused and like going to break down and lose this baby.I have great guy in my life now but he is in college about 2 hours away.UGH just want to disappear and not talk to anyone!!!
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cant help but think about crying and the life I had before my “friends” stabbed me in the back