I wake to to the fucking phone ring .it was my mother way cant people get it dont call me .I only had 3 hours of sleep and i feel sick again.She was just talking about cothes and sizes.I was like wtf man .After a hour of this she gets off the fucking phone.Now im up and feeling liek shit and this is not how i wanted my day to start.Now my kids are up and there just on and on a mile a min ,my head raceing and i want it to stop.the bad thing its only 1048.I got alot to do today and dont want to leave the house just want to go back to bed and cry.I know tht everyone tells me tht i be ok and it takes time.but i just want it to hurry up but thts how it goes for me it dont .Besides tht i think i need a new pdoc she just rushes me out her office i think i scrared here cause she told me tht she not gaving me anything for my anixety cause i use to drink.And she said tht only studies show this and tht and i told her i was not her dam study and im not tht way i have been clean from drinking for 8 years now ya i know alot of blah blah sry guys i told my pdoc that i didnt gave a fuck wht studies show and she was wrong and i need help i really dont know wht to do about this job i start monday if i cant deal with people ina store how im i going to deal with them at work
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