I had to start my account over here for my sanity. My bipolar has been crazy and out of control lately and sometimes it really is hard for other people to understand. I have surgery tommorrow for my carpel tunnel in my left wrist. I don't feel well already and I don't know if it is anxiety or me really feeling sick. I guess we will find out if they take my temp before surgery tommorrow. I feel like my thoughts are literally all over the place. Every thing is all over the place. I can't even get along with my roommates right now. My problem solving and decision making skills are off. I am just not only feeling alone right now, I'm bummed out. I wonder if surgery will make all these feelings worse. Well thanks for listening everyone.
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