Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Ok, so it's been a really bad month. Way too much stress and I'm staying depressed constantly. I've tried telling my hubby that I need to find a med that works and find someone professional to talk to. He just shrugs and walks away. I myself know we can't afford it and have no insurance so I understand him feeling helpless.
Today, I bottomed out. I called suicide prevention and got put on hold. I am so sick and tired of all the negative feelings. I'd just rather not feel anything vs. feeling sad, mad, pissed, angry, upset, etc ALL the time.
And then I get angry at myself for even thinking of taking the "easy" way out. That's not me. I just want to be happy again. So, here I sit, wondering if I should just give up or go on.
Today, I bottomed out. I called suicide prevention and got put on hold. I am so sick and tired of all the negative feelings. I'd just rather not feel anything vs. feeling sad, mad, pissed, angry, upset, etc ALL the time.
And then I get angry at myself for even thinking of taking the "easy" way out. That's not me. I just want to be happy again. So, here I sit, wondering if I should just give up or go on.
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