my husband is a workaholic and I hate it. When we first got together everything was great. Now I'm eight and a half months pregnant, and his work has suddenly started to call him in all hours of the night and he stays late every day and works EVERY weekend. I know he's not cheating, I call the guard to verify that he really is there. He's tired when he gets home and goes from the shower to bed. Sex hasn't happened in months except oral from me for him, it's like he doesn't want me anymore. I am unmedicated and a rapid cycler, and we all know crazy raging desires go along with mania alot. I secretly hope I go into labor while he is at work, and I won't call him, I'll have my friend take me to the hospital, and I'll say to him, " didn't want to disturb you at work, I know how important it is to you." I know I've gone from 120 pounds to 150 pounds, but he's no prize winner himself. He's got a bubble gut and male pattern baldness and sex wasn't all THAT great when we did have it, but I truly love him. I'm just starving for affection. How greedy am I ?
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