So my GF came over tonight and I cooked for us, time went on, I was on the couch next to her and of course I moved my hands toward places, she said stop, time went by I did it again, she said stop again, so I got up really didn't want to sit any place else so I stood in the back of the room and well she got mad said it was creepy and what have you, so I got a chair, well time went on and she got up and was going home....jump to the need for help part she said she couldn't do this any more that she couldn't deal with this for the rest of her life that she wanted someone normal, that wasn't creepy, someone she wouldn't have to worry about fliping out on her and someone that she wouldn't have to worry about doing crazy things, she said she wasn't happy anymore. We have been together for almost two years now, so how can you just say it's over you can't do it anymore. I wish I would have started my meds sooner, I don't know what to do.
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