ok I feal so lost in thought about everthing that has bin happening to me the last few months I have not bin on the chat seen my pdoc 2 days ago told her all most everthing that has bin going on what I remember to tell her since my last visit used to see her every 3 months now after my last visit she said see you in 2 months .. I told her I was let go at work after 8 years of working for them so i am jobless right now looking for work what I can handle do to my feet they hurt to much when I stand for any lenth of time so the job's I am looking for are something you can sit and work so job's are few and far between spending money that I was saving for a raining day well I am wet and going broke spending money I should not bad sign... now going to be too broke to aford rent and might have to go on welfar dont want to think about it.. pdoc said there was allways pension I could allways aply for that would be the disabilty ... dont think I want that but its better then welfar what should I do go on welfar and look for work what I am doing now is looking for work just going broke.....should I do something els I think I need a vacation from myself... anyone bin through this or know what I am going through.. I think I will shut up now....
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