I just wanted to reach out and get support because I just found out that I've been fired from my new job. They felt that I wasn't learning fast enough. I was only there for 5 days and probably had
about 2 hours total of training. Then all the jobs were sent to me to do!!! I can't believe their unrealistic expectations. On the other hand I think it was my fault and that I should have understood faster. I don't know if the problem I have with information processing had something to do with it, then I get to the state of hopelessness, where I lead this life with struggle because I am disabeled.
I'm so angry, sad, and shocked. I feel hopeless like I'm never going to find a job because of my mental condition.
I've had small panic attacks before, but the one I suffered a few weeks ago, has left me traumatised, I literally thought I was dying that night, my whole body expelled all water through sweat, my mouth went completely dry, lips cracked, couldn't breathe, felt like I was going to be sick, then I ended up in the floor of the bathroom where I lay thinking I was going to die. Since then i have never...
Does anyone else feels like your body went numb and you can't feel the same sensations as before.. how do you cope with that and does it go away ?