Bipolar Disorder Support Group
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I am extremely depressed again/still today. I've been crying all day and thinking of ways to injure myself so I can go to the hospital and just be around people, get some attention. I just forced myself to clean my apartment. After I got it done I thought to myself there now if emergeny worker have to come in here it won't be a mess. What the hell/where did that come from. I just need to hang in there. Wednsday I see my therapist hopefully that will help me feel better.
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My heart goes out to you. Do you really think you should wait until wed. when you are feeling so bad? Good idea to clean your place---something to keep your mind focused. Please know that you are not alone and I really think maybe you should go to the ER because you have been going thru alot these past few days and are totally stressed out. Maybe you need a break to get away from things and take care of you. The hospital would be the safest place and they will adjust your meds. xoxoxo
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have you been to the hospital before? what is it like?
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Think I will try to stick it out till monday. Pretty sure I can keep myself safe until then. I'll call and talk to my pdoc monday and see if I can get in sooner. Starting tomorrow night I have lots to keep me busy till then.
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If you feel the need, go to the hospital before your doc appt. And please don't injure yourself. You're doing a great job of keeping busy. Take care of yourself!
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I checked in voluntarily to the hospital once, and it helped me a lot. We had group therapy sessions and I met with a doctor, therapist, and social worker every day. It's not exactly fun but I recommend it for anyone who is feeling really badly.
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The hospital isn't that bad really. In fact I am weir and kind of like it there. That is where the problem lies I think. I've used it as a coping skill way too much. I think that's why they are saying if I go back I will be put in Adult Foster Care.
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That sucks. when I was a juvenile I was in D.O.C. from the age of 12 to about 17 in and out. They say I was institutionalized so when I feel crazy I want to go but I nver have
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Yeah, it sucks that they do that. I feel kind of stupid posting this stuff on here, cause I guess I know people are going to tell me to go to the hospital and I kind of already know what I'm going to and need to do. I guess it just feels good to get it out and in the open. Thanks for listening to my whiny ass.
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Is there an other hospital or city hospital near by
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You are not stupid for posting anything. I didn't understand your situation.xxoxo
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The closest one is Kalamazoo, that has a psyche unit. Well, I could go to Indiana, South Bend is closer. I think I'll just tough it out though. Thanks for being so supportive everyone.
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I do hope you can tough it out, but there is no shame in going back to the hospital. I personally don't ever want to go back, but if I need to, I will. I hope you feel better soon!!!
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good night for now talk to you again soon
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Thank YOu, I'm actually feeling kind of tired. So I think I will try to get some sleep.
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good night!
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