I think this way when I am manic lately, like I am in heaven and what I believe seems so real.I felt this way 20 years ago but I was tripping on lsd and a lot of weird shit happened. that was 20 years ago and now its seems to be happening again.I had dreams of playing the guitar and a great gathering of people, and the people were trapped in confusion and turmoil,and when I played the confusion stopped for some of them,and at the time I had never touched a guitar.It wasn't until a few years later that I bought my first guitar and learned to play. The feelings and dreams that I had back then I have not even thought since.Is the time at hand? This is only a small piece of this story.Is this crazy?
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