My mood face was green almost every day. I was getting lots of stuff done and feeling great. Whenever someone asked how I was doing I would grin and say "fantastic." Of course I was also waking up at 3 or 4 in the morning. Now the racing thoughts have started. I've been eating strange things at strange times (not sure what that has to do with anything). Pdoc told me if I started to get manic to cut down on the anti-depressant so I'm going to do that today. I think I'll also take an extra Geodon. I've been taking more than my prescribed dosage of Klonopin because of the anxiety. I should have noticed sooner. The sleep thing is a good indicator. Not only has it been less but its been more restless. I'm actually anxious to get out of bed and do stuff. I was so glad the depression was finally gone. I hope it doesn't come back. *sighs*
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