I am having a rough time right now and know I've disappeared off the grid for a while but been so busy trying to keep it together that I haven't had time or the desire to write. I have been fighting this whole thing and talking about it just makes me feel like I'm giving in to it. Which I have done now, by the way, and am lower then I've ever been. Quiting my job and starting a new med. Letting myself become dependant (temporairly). Don't know what we'll do about money, and will I ever get better? Everything feels so hopeless right now! It feels good to have someone to talk to at this time of night.
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