I am so angry all of the time. Yesterday, I was really energetic and "hyper." My family refuses to learn anything about bipolar disorder. My mom even told me today, after saying that I was too much to handle yesterday, that's it good to be hyper. So, now I'm mad at her, mad at my dogs b/c they're being loud and not listening to me, mad at my dad and brother even though they just got home. I almost set my room on fire a few minutes ago (not intentionally). IS THIS EVER GOING TO END?
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