Driving.....I'm a Mom of four and the driving nearly well it....can make me sooooo angry that I want to hit the person in front of me....so please don't piss me off! It feels to me that as I'm driving from place to place....my head is becoming to speed up faster and faster. I start to speed more totally feel that everything is life or death. Thoughts, start pouring in about ending everything....or SI. It can happen with just doing two or three little drives for my kids. I keep telling my hubby that driving is a trigger for me but then again I have soooo many triggers that I really do feel useless. I really can't be in rush hour......the stop go stop go is painful to the point my brain starts doing funny things. Anyways, anyone else with this as a trigger....where I have to get home and head to bed to sleep it away or escape the episode.
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