Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I can't even put into words how I've been feeling the last 8 months or so. I was put through a lot by my ex-fiance. The breakup happened 8 months ago but we tried to work it out for a couple of months on/off,my anxiety was so bad that I was paralized. I finally had to tell him that the roller coaster ride he was putting me on was literally killing me.
As much as I loved him,in spite of all he had done, I broke it off.
It's been very painful, but the anxiety has gotten a lot better.
Now I'm dealing with cycling I guess...I've changed medications, changed times of the day I take them to find something that works for me...
I'm getting a little better,but I suddenly fall in the depths of depression and a few hours later,I'm happy!!!
Right now I feel down, I can't walk outside to check the mail!
I just want to be sedated!!
As much as I loved him,in spite of all he had done, I broke it off.
It's been very painful, but the anxiety has gotten a lot better.
Now I'm dealing with cycling I guess...I've changed medications, changed times of the day I take them to find something that works for me...
I'm getting a little better,but I suddenly fall in the depths of depression and a few hours later,I'm happy!!!
Right now I feel down, I can't walk outside to check the mail!
I just want to be sedated!!
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A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
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Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...
break-ups are a trigger for "episodes."
Some of my worst depressions have been after a breakup! I know well the roller
coaster you are riding! Sounds like you
must be a rapid cycler. Maybe right now the best thing would be to get together with your Psychiatrist to really get the
right meds to help you feel balanced.
I once had a Psych that told me if I felt depressed to take my anti-depressant, & if I didn't don't take it.
I was doing just what my doctor was telling me, and the whole decade of my
20's was a roller coaster!!! SO, if you
are really following Dr's orders, and
still having trouble; you need to ask
for a different treatment regime, or
perhaps even get a second opinion.
Hang in there!!