OK, so right now I’m on:
I tried everything I think, with 6 doctors, and right now I can’t seem to find anything to get me out of the depression I’m having
My current doctor hinted that I’m running out of options and if I ever considered ECT
I want to stop searching and quit medication altogether based on what I read about ECT, and my doctor wasn’t that convincing is a good option either
So, any of you have any experience with ECT, good vs bad, it’s worth it, take it and keep searching for the combo that’s good for me, change my doctor, anything that after 15+ years would make me feel it's still worth staying on medication and look?
I don’t really want to quit 100% but if this is the end of the line, I’ve been depressed without medication and I also felt good without medication, I know I was super manic too, but I was happy without medication
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bleh. I had to use my bosses Apple today. haha. I have been a Windows person my whole life. Macs frustrate me. I never understand why people think they are more simple. Different key combinations etc. Annoying. I have to do complex work already, and my speed was hampered by my bosses funky touch pad (instead of a normal mouse). Then he got his Apple mouse working....also not a standard mouse....