I have a question that might sound crazy as hell but I am going to ask it any way. There is a person that has been in my life for 8 years online. I have never met them in person. But some how I am just comsumed with this person. I think about them constantly. I am so entanlged in my feelings about them it dont make no sense. But the person and I clash, we can't seem to understand each other much at all. Each time we clash it damn near kills me. It hurts so deeply when things go wrong. No one has ever had this affect on me. But I wonder how much of it my love for them and how much is it bipolar. I have never wanted someone this much in my life. But the person doesn't feel the same and at times the pain is so intense it even make my hair hurt. I have tried to withdraw from them emotionally and mentally but I cant seem to. And there are times that I actually hate that I feel so much love for them because of the pain I feel when things go wrong with us. Can anyone offer me any kind of advice. Each time them and I have a misunderstanding it throws me totally off balance mentally and emotionally. How can I regain and keep myself at peace? How can I get my heart and mind back?
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