I am in the process of a divorce. I had 3 affairs within a year and a half and my husband found out about them all about three months ago. I was diagnosed with Bipolar and OCD. Could this be related to why I had three affairs? Has anyone else done something like this? Now I am all alone and all I do is go home and sit and drink. Like Ive heard some say, I have racing thoughts and I cant sleep at night. Drinking a bottle of wine is the only way I sleep. Ive taken Lunesta and I still wake up all through the night. I dont want to get a divorce and I love my husband. I wish he could understand it didnt have anything to do with him....
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