i can't stop shaking. i got 4 hours of sleep and yet i have the energy beyond my comprehension. but i'm not "happy" like i usually am in a manic state. i wouldn't say i'm entirely depressed either. but i'm not feeling the buzz or high one usually feels in a manic state. i'm scared. i have never felt this way before. i didn't think you could experience both states at one time but i'm pretty sure that's what is happening to me right now.
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