Im really depressed right now to the point to were im confined to one room of my inlaws basement. My husband and i have lived here together for 3 months now after we decided to reconcile after having some major mariage issues back in Dec 06. I left him around that time because we were struggling to make ends meat and pay the bills due to his inability to keep a job. He was supposedly born with mild retardation and has a very hard time finding and keeping a steady job. I became pregnant in november of last year and ran into a who other big bunch of problems. With my husbands inabllilty to keep a job and constant fighting from the strain of not knowing what was going to happen. His parents starting barging in our lives and these people can be a real trip at times. I feel as if they have babied him his whole life and want to make all his decisions for him. Its so stressfull having then do this. Sad thing is he lets this happen and thinks its normal and shortly after we reconciled and he promissed me that he would hold down the job he told me he had i moved down here with him to stay temporarily in his parents house. Here i am still living in his parents house and feeling trapped and worried about what will happend to my unborn child in a few months with time winding down. And still little effort on his part has been made to do anything about our situation. He plays Madden NFL all the time and it seems like its a number one priority of his over anything else. His paerents are driving me crazy saying that we need to stay here and live with them so we can all help each other cause there in alot of dept themselfs and try to make us feel like we owe it to them to do so. At such a young age i feel like im so lossed on what to do. Its gotten to the point to were my mom has throwed her hands up and said if i stay with him then im crazy. She cant stand him or his family and constantly tells me that his parents are prolly gonna try to take our unborn child from us because of our situation. She says im just a fly in there trap. I need advise can anyone help?
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