Is it just me? Today my husband came home to have lunch with me... all nice but my friend who i am staying with came home... she thinks im all mad at her because of the look i gave her because she was joking with my husband.. no big deal... but she said i gave her a look like i was going to kill her or something.. but i dont remember giving her one and donnie said yeah i did and she said sometimes i look like im not here like im on a different world like i can hear what she is saying but i cant come out and answer her... now she feels all bad because she thought i was mad at her for picking on him and giving him hell.. and sometimes i do that with my daughter like last night Donnie kylie and i was watching tv and Kylie was trying to talk to me but it was like i would hear her but my brain was somewheres else donnie had to touch me and me be like hunny Kylie is trying to talk to u and i was like what huh.... i get like that a lot.... whats up with that..
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