Is anyone really stable? I have about the best control I have ever had. The mood swings are less severe. Especially the depressions. But I still don't feel completely in control. Completely stable. I don't feel like I know what it is to really be normal most of the time yet. Is this is as good as it gets. How do I know what the real me is. I have been screwed up for so long.
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