so, i\'m 17 and in highschool which i\'m sure contributes to my problem- but i am constantly paranoid that my friends will abandon me any second. i have really good friends, but i always still feel like maybe tomorrow they won\'t want to be friends anymore. they also have to put up with my temper which i can\'t yet control. i always apologize afterwards and try to explain things, but they don\'t really understand, and saying sorry only does so much. i feel like i\'m going to loose them because of my temper, which i am working reallyhard on to control, working with my therapist and worksheets and things. i don\'t like feeling like i could be friendless tomorrow. i also get really threatened when they get new friends, thinking that they\'ll replace me. does anyone feel like this or have any suggestions?
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