After going out last night for the first time in awhile, I felt so "inadequate". I sat there drinking diet pepsi-while who I thought were my friends were piling em down. Only one of my so called friends actually took more than 5 minutes to talk...I felt so sad, lonely, mad, and totally inadequate. Makes me wonder how I was ever friends with them in the first place. Yep-I was great when I went out all the time with them, now I don't amount to shit cuz I take care of school and my family. How do you get over this shitty feeling? Thanks
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