I'm so tired of feeling like I just don't measure up. I can't live up to the bf's standards as he tells me, I can't provide for my kids like I want to, I can't quite seem to get across to my students at school.....nothing seems to be working. I'm just tired. Once again I wonder is it all worth it. This is one of those days I just wish I don't wake up. What's so crazy is I started a crisis ministry at my church where I host a support group, when I'm the one who needs the support!!! Just want to give up and give in. I can't even afford to go see my therapist right now. I have no one to call. My brother who is bp has his own issues right now and no one else understand.
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