I WROTE IN THE BP DISCUSSION SECTION.. I REALLY OPENED UP TO YOU OUT THERE!!!! AND GOT SOME RESPONSES. THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO REPLIED.. DEPRESSION HAS TAKEN HOLD... THERE IS TOO MUCH GOING IN MY MIND MAKING IT NULL AND FLAT...I FEEL THE CONTROL GOING OUT OF CONTROL ANY MOMENT...A DEAMON DEEP INSIDE WAITING TO MERGE INTO A BAD EVIL...EMOTIONS BEING FORCED TO OTHERS AS EVERYTHING IS OKAY...NOT WANTING TO LET ANYONE DOWN..BUT I FEEL IT SLIPPING AWAY...THE EDGE OF CRYING THE LUMP IN MY THROAT...THE SPINNING BACK INTO THE WELL.. BUILDING MY WALLS BACK UP TO PROTECT MYSELF...THINKING THE PERFECT SUICIDE....NO DOC, NO E.R., NO BODY.............
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We are done! Three Girls and One Boy all black and white! Adorable fat and healthy! Momma doing great and tired but happy!
I need to get to them ASAP as have fruit flies coming out of sink.thats pretty gross! Please push my get er done button! LoL