I had a place where I could not speak the way I wish I had. I was outside of myself. I am sorry I was hurtful. I was out of line. I didn't mean to be. I truly was so manic I barely remember. I know I was called schizo, psychotic and should take my meds and go to bed... Also a drunk. Including an old man fucker. Also, My husband was a child molester. That is not who I am. I was fueled by insults and kept going. I know things got ugly. bc DS emaiied me. Not for me but for You. I do know the support here is broken when someone is out of their mind at that time. I got put down for being BP.. I was told to die. Amongst other things which had purpose and love in my life. The rest is history bc I will delete it from my brain like other discrimination. I thought u people were different. I thought I could find understanding. Not words of death. I am sorry for hurting anyone. Truly. I know I acted out wrongly. I didn't mean to. This my apology for participation and being wrong for being angry. Sincerely. Julie
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