I'm in debt. School loans, car loan, personal loans, medical bills, phone bills; when does it end? I can't even afford to put gas in my car. A price of my disease, a price which doesn't lead to getting better, only worse. Getting help and being on meds only furthers my decline down the downward spiral. My delusions are gone, but at what price? The price of money, the price of real-world problems..
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