There is a motivational speaker that tlks about your life now and then says if you do nothing different your life will be the same now in 10 years. I will be the same in 10 years. Unless I can finally kill myelf. The space around e is hazy. People are all rude. There is nothing to live for it is just day today I cant afford to make my life different I volunteer places but it doesntt make me happy. I dont want to be here in 10 years do you? Honestly?
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