Ive had endometreosis for years and was in constant pain almost everyday of my life. as a result, i got addicted to pain killers. i had a hysterectomy 4 yrs ago and i still suffer acute pain. im back on the pain killers and im feel myself slipping into depression right now. im in so much pain i could fkn scream!!!! i took a percocet and its not working!! i hate this shit!! i hate it and im fkn thru with it!! i dont want to take anymore pain meds! id rather be dead then go thru this shit tonite! when i get like this i start carrying knives around with me to stab myself in the stomach. i cant fkn take this again! please someone talk to me!
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