Im still manic, actually I think I might be cyclying, was crying this morning and I know I wont sleep tonight. I guess this is happening from being off meds and now just on 25mg of Lamotrigne. i wish I could go to the hopspital and they could give me something to calm me down, but I guess it dont work like that. Unless you are suicidal. I havent been manic since before I was diagnosed. Well I was but self medicating drinking so I didnt know, its not fun sober. Is there anything I can do to help this? Im exahusted but my brain wont shut off. and I just started going to this psy nurse two weeks ago, I am scared to call her and tell her I am having cycling, she just gonna tell me to ride it out.
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