Hi everyone, I just figured i would post this here i could not figure out how to msg all my friends at one time so here goes...sorry it will be long...I have not been on it quite a few days, took a break, heres whats been going on...hmmmm my dogs got under my mobile home and broke the main water line!!! I was without water for 4days, thank goodness I have a good friend who paid for all the parts and fixed it for me, ive still got 2 small leaks but i just shut off the main water line at night before bed until i can afford to fix it...The male dog that did this damage went to a new home,, his sister cheyanne is still here with me, she is much more laid back than he is and 99% housetrained, they are part hybrid wolf and he just could not be kept in a fence. She is doing very well and I found out that she is VERY pregnant so in a few weeks ill have a litter of little wolfs! I think she was already preg. when i got them about a month and a half ago. yes her brother did the "deed" but theres nothing i can do about that right now. My sons girlfriend went to the dr. yesterday for an ultrasound and they were unable to determine the sex of the baby but the woman doing the ultrasound said she would guess its a girl.. this computer im on is being rented and my finances are in the toliet so its got to go back today. ill be checking in here and there at the library.. I have a friend whos been my friend since sophmore yr of highschool, she got wrapped up in smoking crack and lost everything she had, she has a daughter that is 6 and the father has custody, which he obtained by paying everyone off,anyway i moved to my mobile home about 4mo ago and let her move with me trying to help her rebuild her life, she got a job, but that didnt last long she started taking off for dys at a time and not calling me to let me know she was ok, she got back into smoking the crack and ive given up, i cant help her anymore I told her to come and get her things, shes been gone now about 2 1/2 weeks, she was paying me 50.00 a week to stay here and got behind about 2mo on her pmts to me, she kept telling me not to worry about it that she would have the money, well she never came thru and it really messed me up bad! My social security check cant pay everything, ive got about 400.00 in nsf cks that i cant pay so ill prob. be going to jail because of her, im taking this computer back, im shutting off the cable, internet, and home phone, im trying to get a job with my sons girlfriends mom cleaning houses, thats the best i can do right now, and i hope i can drag myself to work everyday!! ive got to do something!!! thanks to everyone for the prayers, advise, fun and hugs on here, please pray that everything works out for me!!
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