So Im just going to hang out here for most of the day. I might clean a little house as that always makes me feel better. Its like sweeping the cobwebbs from my head. Or I'll lose myself in an online game because popping a cap in someone elses virtual ass is a good way to vent frustration. BLAM! You just got served sucka! Ive been in a near suicidal state for days now. The song I wrote yesterday was my only saving grace. What a harsh enviroment.
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