I have never been happy or satisfied with any job I have ever had. I have been a receptionist, administrative assistant, call center operator, waitress, bartender...I am always so excited with my new jobs (I've had about a thousand!), but after awhile I start to dislike (hate, actually) everyone I work with; I get bored with my job after I organize it so well to fit my high standards; I get so angry because I think my co-workers don't work up to their potential and feel like I get stuck picking up their slack. At times I just really want to put a gun to my head because I feel like I will never fit in anywhere. I move from state to state, job to job, relationship to relationship over and over and over again. When will it ever end? Why is it illegal to commit suicide?
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