never look inside myself to find out what makes me tick. I have been in and out of therapy since I was 14 years old. Now I've been with the same psychiatrist for nearly 8 years. When you are Bipolar and in treatment, you are forced to look at yourself under a magnifying glass. I know so many people that live shallow lives. They just go day by day never thinking about why they do certain things. And while sometimes I long for that, I see how my older sister, the one dating the jackass, has yet to learn her pattern with men and I am grateful I don't lack that introspection. At times being excruciatingly self-aware, as I am, is emotionally draining and painful. But the unexamined life is not worth living. Who said that? It's a famous quote but I don't remember who said it. That's all.
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