I'm 49..want to 79..so I'll know I don't have much longer to manage this illness. Everyday is BORING and no meaning. I just get through the long 24 hrs everyday. I can't work..everything too stressful..am on disability and going nuts. Can anyone relate???? I think the lamictal is working??EVeryting is soo freaking boring. Yes, I talk to God everyday and know he will get me through..but each day is a drudgery.
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