So I pulled the stupidest move on the face of the earth and stopped taking my meds. I was only off of them for 3 days and boy did I sprial quickly. I started taking my ,meds again so hoepfully thye will start working again quickly. Now I am lef wanting to cut my wrists with a steak knife. I am such an idiot. I jut feel like dying. I just want out. I can't tell my parents. They would just yuell at me. Or Im not sure how they would react. This is a scary place to be. I am worthless. I don't do anything with my life. I am a disgrace to life. I shooulnd't be allowed to live. I am sorry I didn't listen to everyone who tried to talk me out of not taking my meds. I guess this is what I get and what I deserve.
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