before i had my breakdown and felt to fragile to handle things .i felt so much stronger then.mybp was just so much more milder then .but then after my trauma it exploded and now i struggled to survive everyday..if only i had stayed home that day .things would have been so different.. ifi could only go back in time and change that short period of time. that changed my whole life forever...i dont even know who i am when i look in the mirror. i am a shell of myself. my PTSD is eating me alive..
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