My last drink was on December 18 and for the most part I've done fine since then, I don't think about it allot but for some reason tonight It's really getting to me maybe it's because I'm so tired i don't sleep very much lately. It could be boredom i never go anywhere because i can't afford to and i don't have any friends. I actually grabbed my keys and walet and headed out the door to go to the liquor store and talked myself out of it. I know that drinking when your BP is a bad idea, and will only make me more depressed, but lets be honest it really is a good short term fix at least for me it helps me sleep and makes the crazyness in my head go away. maybe just talking about it will help.
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