LIVE!!!!! I want to wake up in the morning and see the sun shine in my face. I want to smell the scent of rain. I want to play in the freshly fallen snow. I want to hear the voices and see the smiles and smother in the hugs and kisses of my grandchildren. I want to be here to help my children when they need my help no matter how old they are. I want to sing and dance and laugh and love. I want to turn to God and thank him for all my blessings and thank him for the lessons in life He has taught me. I want to be the kind of friend that my friends can trust and depend on without doubting me. I want to continue to be the mom that all of my kid's friends love and respect. I want to LIVE!!!!
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