i wish they could measure dopamine levels and serotonin and tap into the limbic system to secure what we exactly needed. I am drifting off from the world. I don't want to be asked any questions. I don't want any advice or well versed encouragement. I am angry at what i have to live with and what my brain is missing to function in the day for a syncronized amount of time. I desperately want friends but i am too worn out to assemble them. I am clearly in a pit. hoping to turn manic soon. I wish to God i could have another manic episode. I felt the best I have felt my whole life. just out of this world. does anyone relate
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