This is a problem that for one reason or the other, I have started drinking...ALOT at times in order to try and cope with what all I am feeling. It is tearing mine and my husbands new marriage a part. I know that it pains him to see me drunk and unaware. I have been clean from heroin for 3 years, so now why drink? Since I study the mind, i wonder if it is all the same reasons i gave myself to use drugs to drink. But now, its more real and it is adulthood. Dealing with death, ppl close to you dying, your close family moving across country. I am unsure how to handle it all. I am asking for help. I dont like to drink, I dont like the taste, the after effects, how i am on it. And i am worried that drinking is just one step closer to using again, but it seems as though i have much more to loose besides my health. Help me please with some insight.
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