thanks all for the advice but I need more! thanks to y'all for the uplifting words.I did get myself to the wildlife park and visited with Hagrid, the raven. It was good for the time I was there but now I am home alone and feeling miserable again. I have some energy but it feels hostile.I try to focus on positive things. It's so freaking hard, I just want to give up. Why can't the happiness last longer?? I know i shouldn't be alone but I can't be around anyone either. I feel conatgious. No one should be subjected to this misery. should I call someone or just find or make a punching bag??
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