I really thought I was over this last manic episode, things has started to calm down and I was feeling actually kind of....normal for the first time in a couple years. Not hopelessly depressed and not out of my mind impulsive, but now I can't sit still, my thoughts are racing, and I'm afraid to tell my husband or my doctor because I feel so good. I don't want my depakote raised, or be switched to another drug. I know I'm babbling. WTF?
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