i quit smoking 2 weeks ago, i dont even want them anymore physically, but im "up" now, and i havent been for a couple of years, i feel fine now, but im afraid to crash again... should i go to my pdoc? and what should i say? my wife just bitches about me, something different everyday, she is fuckin miserable all the time, and blames me, yesterday is was because i watched the superbowl and my brother stopped by for 10 minutes. she says stuff like "die mother fucker!" and "i wish you would just fuckin die!" she says stuff about flushing my pills so i go "crazy"... when i try to talk to her about BP, she says stuff like "i cant believe i married into this" and starts fighting with me about how she doesnt like me... but then shell become miss lovey dovey, cry, sorry, same shit everytime... i feel like im gonna, or should explode, but for some reason i still feel ok... should i go to the pdoc before it happens, should i be taking some other drugs to calm me down now that im "up" from not smoking? sorry so long
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