i feel like i'm just hanging on the edge. i have so much going on in my life right now my brain can't process it all. i have alot of support for my husband but he even gets frustrated with me when i can't just calm down. then i feel gilty for putting him through all this. my anxiety level is so high i can't stand it. i don't have any family to talk to because they just think i'm dramatic and tell me to get over it and start living life. as if i choose to live like this! i just wish i had some friends that understood and could help me through this very hard time. i was hospitalized in 2001 and i don't want to go down that road again!
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