I cut myself and burned myself this afternoon. I was doing good and fighting off the urges, but something made me do it. I saw the razor and it was done. Went to the stove and it was done. Now I feel like a piece of shit. So... to the people that posted about cutting earlier..please don't do it. I'm in pain right now and feel like a total loser. I don't want anyone else to feel the way I do right now.
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