last night i got so mad that i cut myself....i haven't done that since middle school.....but when i was doing it, it felt so good but then afterwords i felt stupid and embarrassed and regretted doing it. then i had to tell my boyfriend because i felt guilty for not telling him plus he would have seen the cuts on my arm. plus i got my meds raised on my lamictal to 300 mgs. and i, having side affects and i have been off work for a week already because of it, and i kinda feel dummed down from my meds. i used to be really good at spelling but now even simple words are hard to spell. i cant remember things like i used to.
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