Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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omg!!! i really wish someone would help me out here... i dont think a hallucination has ever lasted THIS long before...omg!!!
i feel like i am going to break down...i had such a great day, and now THIS!!! GOD!!!! JUST MAKE IT STOP!!!
**more details are in my post "anyone else experience this?"**
i have really bad hallucinations and dont really know what to do about them when they start. i "see" AND "hear" them, so it really is terrible for me. its extremely scary and it terrifies me so bad i could just off and kill myself just to make it stop..no, i dont want sympothy or the whole "dont kill yourself, we all care about you..."
i just want and NEED some kind of suggestions to make it STOP..or at least to make it less horrific!!!
ANYONE?!?!?!
PLEASE!!!!!
I'M LITERALLY GOING TO BREAK HERE!!!
: ' (
-megan
i feel like i am going to break down...i had such a great day, and now THIS!!! GOD!!!! JUST MAKE IT STOP!!!
**more details are in my post "anyone else experience this?"**
i have really bad hallucinations and dont really know what to do about them when they start. i "see" AND "hear" them, so it really is terrible for me. its extremely scary and it terrifies me so bad i could just off and kill myself just to make it stop..no, i dont want sympothy or the whole "dont kill yourself, we all care about you..."
i just want and NEED some kind of suggestions to make it STOP..or at least to make it less horrific!!!
ANYONE?!?!?!
PLEASE!!!!!
I'M LITERALLY GOING TO BREAK HERE!!!
: ' (
-megan
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sounds like you need a medicine change pretty
quickly. Put on some music, get into bed and
pull the covers over your head. You won't be
able to see or hear the hallucinations.
had to stop taking them last year, and since then this is what happens to me
just tired...
AND FUCKING SCARED OUT OF MY MIND!!!
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!
THEY ARE RIGHT.
I AM WORTHLESS..
I SHOULD JUST DIE, JUST LIKE THEY WANT...
ALL THEY WANT IS FOR ME TO GO AWAY...
SO..
WHY THE FUCK NOT?!?!?!?!?!?1
IT'LL MAKE IT STOP FOR ONCE!!!
:'(
thank you all for your help.
guess you have wasted you time with me.
sorry for posting this.
Please, get help. There is free and low cost help available.
xoxo Jen
thank you all for caring enough to try to help me out. i just dont know what is causing this, or why my hallucinations seem so angry with me when they come...its scary, but i really take comfort in having such great friends to give support and friendship.
thanks to you all,
-megan
**HUGS**
You should go to your doctor and ask for samples. Then contact the Partnership for Prescription Assistance (toll-free, 1-888-4PPANOW, 1-888-477-2669; www.pparx.org) to see if there is an organization or the actual drug manufacturer who will provide you with the medications you need to live a more productive life.
If you are alone now, please call someone and ask them to come and be with you. If you are unable to get someone to be with you, call the crisis hot line, or call 911 and go to the emergency room. You ARE worthy of receiving medical care even if you can't afford to pay for it right now. Get the medical help you need and worry about how to pay for it later.
thank you all.
lots of love and hugs to all,
megan