I posted earlier today and said I was at peace because I had a plan to end it all. But my intention is to wait until after the new year for my daughters sake. However, I really want to do something right now! Major want to do something. Everyday is a confusing day. Most of the time I am lonely and no one really gives a rat's ass about me. I know all the mumbo jumbo about being a special person and all. It's just really hard for me to believe.
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